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Farewell

2012-02-15T18:34:00.000-08:00

Finally this day has come.

A day where i am gonna step into a whole new season,new environment,meet new people,learn new things.
I am really grateful and thankful to have such an awesome time with awesome people for the past 1 month.
Thank you people for spending time with me.

On top of all the fun time and good time,
I just want to take this time to say a really BIG THANKS to everyone.
Just want to thank
my church pastor and committee,my leaders,my family,members,friends and everyone.

Thanks for all the blessings that has been pour upon me.
Thanks for giving so generously.
I believe you will reap what you sow.
Thanks for always invest your time to teach me and guide me.
Thanks for never giving up on me when i fail but to encourage me.
Thanks for standing by my side when i needed someone.
Thanks for trusting me.
Thanks for going through tough times,times of tears.
Thanks for all the good and fun times as well.

Many people asked will i forget them in this 7 months,
i promise i wont!

And I just want to thank GOD for giving me all i need,meeting my needs,providing everything from top to toe.
HE has open this door for me and no one is gonna shut it.

And before i go,
I just want to apologize and say a thousand sorry if there are times i pissed you off,
offended you with my words,action,
times i being too lame,
times i irritate you,
times i being childish haha,
times i tell you that i am handsome or more handsome than you,
just sorry for things that i've done not right.
Please dont keep it in your heart.

So long,farewell.
I love you all from the bottom of my heart till the top of the sky.=)

And i've uploaded a song in my playlist for you guys.=)

P/s: Though miles may lie between us,
we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.

2012

2012-01-01T08:05:00.001-08:00

It's new year.
Just want to take this opportunity to thank GOD and others for all the goodness and blessings upon me for the year 2011=)

First of all i just want to give thanks to GOD for HIS good work in my life.
While everyone is pursuing further studies and start working next year,
i will be going bible school in singapore.
I wonder if going to bible school was the right decision.
Is it GOD's calling?
Or i am just being emotional in deciding?

Time flies during 2011 and dad suddenly decided not to let me go because he say it doesnt benefit me.
I thank GOD for pastors to explain everything to my dad.
Dad decided to let me go for bible school not because of religion or spiritual thingy.
He said he know that through bible school,
i will not only learn deeper about the background of religion but i will also develop GODLY character which is very important in life.
Dad dont want me to be a succesful person who owns the world but loses my own soul and character.
Yes,i want to be a succesful person who posses GODLY characters in life.=)

From that moment i knew the call of GOD for me is real.
Though its hard to do something what your friends are not doing,
but i am gonna go through it by the strength of GOD.=)

A big thanks to for a person who remains annoymous that blessed me money that cover half of my bible school fees.=)
Thank you and GOD bless you=)

Another thing i want to thank GOD is that HIS gently whisper and encouraging word
during my STPM time.
I am not the top student in school neither very smart.
Just because i wanted to go bible school i decided to slack in my form6 life
but GOD reminded me that education is also important to glorify HIS name.
It's hard and tough during the STPM weeks.
The preparation and during STPM,
i never want to study and everyday i just feel like givving up.
Sometimes i'll really just throw my book aside.
I thought i am useless.
I thought i coudnt make it anymore.
Everything is gone.

But GOD remain faithful to encourage me.
HE promised me that HE will make me stronger this year.
I keep falling but i learn to pick myself up.
There are times i rather not to pick myself after falling.
Its just tough.

To put on smile everyday to go for exam is not faking,
but because i know with a sad face wont help much.
Why not i smile and encourage others as well.
I did studied for my STPM but not much,back up with prayers.
Thank GOD what i studied it came out.=)

A big thanks to all encouraging friends and youth.
Their prayer and encouragement has brought me further.

There is more to mention to thank each and everyone personally.
Thank you every single person that exists in my life.
You people exist in my life for a reason.
And only GOD knows it better than us.
I am forever grateful and thankful for you all.=)

Merry Christmas=)

2011-12-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas people!=D

Time do really flies=)

As i remember,
i told myself that Christmas is just far away.
Woosh!
Today is Christmas already=)

The church that i attended for the past 4 years,
celebrated Christmas on the 24th night.
One of the things that touched my heart is the teamwork of everyone to make the celebration into a success.

This year celebration really mean a lot a lot to me.=)
I really dont know whether will i still able to celebrate christmas with my spiritual family
every year after this year.

I miss the carol songs though they are not easy to sing during carolling,
I miss the christmas songs during praise and worship though they are just simply yet meaningful,
I miss being of the cast in the sketch because i like being on stage,being use by GOD on stage,bringing out the meaning of Christmas for HIS glory,
I miss seeing baby kierra smiling,walking and dancing,
I miss all the smiles not only from the youth but also the uncle and aunties,
I miss the excitment during lucky draw,
I miss the phototaking session because they are memories that will stay forever,
I miss cleaning up together though sometimes it is tiring,
I just miss the smell and everything from HTS.=)

If i were given a wish for christmas,
I will wish to spend every year christmas with my spiritual family and my beloved family and the awesome HTS youths.=)
You guys have been always amazing and awesome all this while=)

"A true friend is one who walks in when others walk out" -Walter Winchell

P/s: Thank you everyone for never walk out or away from my life through every season.=)

STPM has end ,but our friendship will never end.

2011-12-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

As the last paper of STPM starts

the atmosphere is filled with excitment yet silence
As i am answering the paper,somehow my mind wander around=P

The movie "you're the apple of my eye" just come into my mind.
Just like the movie,can our friendship stays forever?
When one of us getting marry in the future,will we able to gather together to
chit chat and talk how we face STPM together.
Talk about how we skip some of the extra classes,
how we bring breakfast and share together,
how we go out for breakfast,
how we did group study,
how we share our knowledge with each other.

Will this last day of exam is the last day we will able to meet and gather together,
and share all the laughter.
We no longer can see each other in uniform anymore.
We all look good in our uniform.=)

Suddenly the bell ring,
everyone is kinda annoy by it.
I look outside the field.
The field look extra greener today.
The wind are blowing the trees and they are waving ,
as if they are saying farewell to me.

2hours of exam seems like taking forever today.
Some of us were staring at clock and countdowning.
Some were going to the toilet just to pass some time.
Me? I look at my friends,
to see them few more times just so in the future i still can recognise them XD

If there is one wish that GOD will ever grant me.
I wish that our friendship will stays forever till death do us apart.
It really feels like just yesterday is the enrolment of form6.
I am truly grateful to GOD for you bunch of friends.
At least i have a bunch of awesome friends before my teenage years end.
May all of you guys be a succesful person in the future,
never give up in life,
always believe that there is one Almighty above who love you always.=)

Just in case you are wondering who are these people i am talking.
Here are some of the group pictures of my wonderful classmates.=)

Thanks for everything 6RK2/6AK2 2010/11

P/s: I am looking forward to meet up with you guys during chinese new year.=)

39

2011-10-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

39 more days and its STPM=)
yeah i am excited for it=)

Few weeks ago i watched a movie called "The guardian"
Its a story of coast guards.
The are called the "fishermen"
Well,their duty is to save people who is in the middle of the sea because their boat is sink or
one reason or another.

Jesus called us to be fisher of men too=)

This movie is just nice and meaningful that i hardly can describe=)
You too should watch it=)
Trust me you wont regret!=)

What really caught my attention was one of the soundtrack of the movie
"Never Let Go" by Bryan Adams
The lyrics are just awesome!=)

These are my friends that i always wanted to impact and bring them closer to know Christ=)
Just in case you dont know they are awesome=)
I know its not by accident or coincidence i get to know you guys=)

Just like the song,thats how legends are made=)
You guys are legends in my life and i hope that i am also one of the
Legends in your life.=)

Your decision today determine your tomorrow

2011-08-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

While i was facebook-ing.
I come across my status on 29 august 2009,which is same date with today.

i wrote,
"never thought this path is harder from what he thought.but he never regret taking this path.GOD will strengthen me."

Yeah,
sometimes in life we feel so pressure,feel like giving up or feeling unable to move forward anymore in this path of life you have chosen.

BUT
Don't give up!
It sounds really easy to just saying it but it takes millions of effort to work it out.

Life always doesn't come easy.
Its full of trials and storms in life.

Are you regret for taking this path?
Regret making the decision to walk on this narrow path?
Well,no worries=)

Jesus is still in control of everything in your life.
Even if you do not know HIM.
Don't give up!
Be Bold,be Strong and be Courageous!

I choose to rise and i will rise above the storm with HIM.=)

Have you pay it forward?

2011-08-22T09:18:00.000-07:00

When is the last time you offer your help to someone that needed it?

I watched a movie called "Pay it forward"
This movie talks about a young boy just entered high school and
was asked by his class teacher to do an assignment.

The title of the assignment is
"Think of an idea to change our world-
and put it into action"

Challenging huh?

So this boy by the name of Trevor decided to help people who is in need.
His idea of helping is not just simply like carrying stuff,lend a few bucks or to offer someone a cup of coffee.
His idea of helping is to do something for the person that him or herself can't help with.
Simply means if you lost your phone,the idea is not lending you a phone to call but to give you a phone.
If you are broke,the idea is not just lending you a few bucks but to offer you shelter,food,clothing till you are able to help yourself.

Its something like more than just helping.
And,
normally in any case when you helped someone,they will return you a favor.
The idea of Trevor is when he successfully helped a person,
that person will return the favor to another 3 people.
Then the another 3 people return favor to another 3 people.

It's something like a pyramid system.
Trevor wanted to help 3 person in his life.
A drug addict guy
His teacher
and his friend.

He successfully helped all of them but he died in the end.
The way he wants to help his friend is not letting his friend got bullied anymore.
So,he got himself into a fight while protecting his friend and he was accidentally murdered.

2things i learned from the movie is that,
dream BIG but start small.
We often wanted to do big things in life but we never wanted to start small.
Jesus said "if you cant be faithful in little things,how can you be faithful in more things?"
we often say "WE WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD INTO BETTER PLACE"

BUT
have you already taken your first step?

the 2nd thing is that,
if christians can helped people in need and not expecting the favor back but to hope the favor will help others.
Isn't it like spreading the love of Jesus every moment?

I hope you are more bless
to bless those who in need.=)

Head not the tail

2011-08-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

Jesus said that HE made us all to be the head and not the tail.
It means that we all are overcomer in every tough time and challenging situation.

But the real question is how many times we are just be the tail and we just remain there.
Many times in life we are defeated by fear.
And it just silenced us from being an overcomer.

In our studies
you study day and night.
Pray to GOD day and night and just before when you are about to face your exam.
You shrink in fear thinking that whether can you make it or not.
You haven't even start doing the exams and all you have in mind is that you are already defeated,you are not good,you won't make it.
Then how can you ever overcome your exams?

In working life,
we might face colleague that cheat and manage to get promotion,
it doesn't mean you need to do the same promotion.
GOD promises us that when we walk right with HIM,HE will reward us.
Just by obeying the LORD,you have just overcome the lies of the devil.

King david,who defeated the goliath.
The moment he picked up the stones and go to war with goliath.
He knows exactly what he is about to do.
He is prepared not just mentally but also spiritually.
He knows that he is going to do the possible and let GOD do the impossible.

We can't deny that in everyday of our life we face trials,challenges and tough situation.
But are you gonna overcome them and be the head and in control of your situation
or you are just gonna let your situation to crush you down?

If you fail today,
it doesn't mean you are gonna fail tomorrow.
If you fail tomorrow,
it doesn't mean you are gonna fail forever.

GOD will bring you through

2011-08-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

We always think that GOD put us in such situation where we can't press on anymore and we just feel like giving up.
Or we are wondering why are we suppose to carry such burden or go through such process in life that are so pain or difficult.

Well,GOD won't bring you out from the circumstances but HE will bring you through that circumstances.
The reason is simply because HE wants you to learn.
Learning to be more responsible,to be more patient and many more.

GOD is always interested in your character.
HE wants to mould you to be more and more like HIM.
Caring,loving,kind,quick to forgive,slow to angry.
Just to be more and more like Christ.

If you are going through some tough times in your life and feel like giving up,
don't worry.
Seek HIM,pray to HIM.
HE will always lead you.
All GOD's plan are never meant to destroy you but to build you up!=)

Friend-ship

2011-07-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

Rich doesn't mean you can own everything
Poor doesn't mean you can't own something.

I think one of the thing that is very precious and valuable that i own in this life is Friendship.
I love to look at people pictures on facebook that are full of laughter and joy.
Especially those pictures people took during their birthday celebration.

Some people quoted before that Friendship is the only ship that never sink.

If you really look back in your life,
how many friends have come and go,
in and out from your life.
I think it is countless.

But what i really love the most is no matter how good or bad that friend you ever had,
they surely leave a footprint in your life.

People said friends you don't need many,one true friend is more than enough in your life.
I really thank GOD and grateful for every single friends that i have in my life.
No matter they are my closest friends or not,
GOD has really answer one of my prayer.

Is to have friends around me.
I never like the feeling of being alone.

If you have at least one true friend in your life,
don't ever take him or her for granted.
You won't like it neither if people take you for granted.

And of course my best friend is non other than Jesus Christ.=)
Its because of this best friend that causes me to have more best friends.

I really hope and pray that all the friendships that i have right now will
continue to be strengthen and always strong.

I hope i did encourage you all when you all are down,
and you all will pick me up when i fall.=)

Always encourage one another.
Never condemn.
And to go through good and bad times together.=)

May Jesus bring strengthen and reconcile your friendships.=)

Bad things do happen to good people

2011-06-25T09:54:00.000-07:00

I was kinda disturbed when I found out that
one of my friend is about to go through a surgery soon.
A surgery that would change her life forever.

I was greatly shocked.
I thought all these things would only happen in movies or dramas.
It really feel different when it happen to your friend or someone you treasure in life.

I was touched that one of my friend is making few hundreds of wishing stars as a gift for her
as a sign that may her wish will come true and will come through this surgery.

No matter what happen,GOD always has a purpose behind it.
That's what I always believe in.

Don't worry,be happy!=)
You are in my prayer list!

No matter what happen,we all are still friends forever.
Even if satan has plan something bad in your life,
GOD is able to turn it all around for HIS glory.
HE can turn something that satan made for evil into something beautiful and good.
I am waiting for that day when miracle take place.

We haven't give up on you,
so don't you give up on yourself.
Moreover,Jesus Christ never give up on you too.=)

P/s: Jesus loves you even if you do not know HIM,sister.

Draw near to HIM=)

2011-06-22T09:53:00.001-07:00

James 4 verse 8=)

Draw near to GOD and HE will draw near to you=)
Everyday in our life we are so caught up with studies,working,meetings,traveling here and there.
We tend to forget spend time with our beloved Jesus Christ.
Times when we promised HIM we will spend some time with HIM everyday
but we ended up breaking up our promises because we are too busy with our own daily routine.

GOD never fails HIS promise.
Learn to draw near to HIM today.
When HE promise you that HE will draw near to you whenever you draw near to HIM,
HE surely will.
HE is always waiting for you to spend quality time with HIM.

When you take one step closer to GOD,
HE take a thousand step closer to you.
That's how much HE cares and loves you.=)

P/s: The blessings and love from birthday celebration are still overflowing.